Fucking hell why I go and pretend to be something I’m clearly not. And then feel hurt when you tell me it sucks.
Well you know it’s only my best effort but I’m just not good enough for anything. Glib smart tongue that can only hold something so hollow.
I suck, I’m so useless, I’m just not good enough and I will never be able to be what I wanted to be. It’s all just an empty shell.
These shell walls are crumbling down.