I want to run away so hard from what I feel cos it just doesn’t seem right.
Based on one 30 min event I want to be in your life forever. How does that make sense.
I only have an ideal as usual and why this time even as that ideal is breaking it seems to still be even more forcefully making me drawn. To. You.
I don’t know what to think. I just want you to want me. So badly. So deeply. So unrealistic.
And no matter what, I know maybe there wouldn’t be a taste of regret in the end. Help me somebody. Save me from this fantasy.