why do I feel like such a failure in life?
There was once when I tried my best and I did well – but nobody can live in the past. Its all gone now and people do not remember and people you meet after that do not want to know your past.
I want to excel in the only thing I would think I can excel at. I’m not the best but I do well. But now I am just average. And if I am average at this and awful at the others then whats my wasteful life for.
Why can’t I find something I am really good at. It hurts. It so hurts.
Whats going on?